terrible friend. for the win

emo title? perhaps. call it reflection. call it confession. call it truth

i've come to realize, that there are some times, where i couldn't be a worse friend. to my friends that is. this is not me seeking perfection in my actions. as cliche i could possibly could be. acceptance is the first step. and i found myself just being a lousy excuse for a friend tonight

one of my friends was hurting. it was obvious. and yet i wasn't there for the person the way i should have been. instead i was full of sarcastic remarks, flying objects, poking fun, and straight up lamezors. 

if there existed a giant illuminous "lamezors walking" sign that floated above your head when you reached high levels of lame, my sign would have blinded the sun. (no the sun doesn't really have eyes, but still the sun would have gone blind no joke) 

what the heck? i reward friendship with jerkness in the time of need. not cool. so this is just me putting it out there. hey! i was not being a friend! so hopefully the likelyhood of me repeating such an act will be drastically lowered

am i gonna screw up again? hecks yes! but its all part of the package deal that is humanity. do you want fries with that? WELL TOO BAD ITS COMES IT ANYWAYS! (<--- thats essentialy how this works, hate to break it to you) 

but....

(WARNING CLICHE APPROACHING)

you gotta get back up on the horse...

i have never been on a horse! what do i do with that cliche now???

I DONT KNOW!

*flies into space*

no in all seriousness. i want to be a better friend. if you catch me falling short on this. CALL ME OUT ON IT. 

please. 

bye people.